passion easter camp

this is my first time..
join the passion Easter camp
it is AWESOME!
in the beginning,
i was confusing
i don't know whether want go or not
i scare i can't talk to each others in English as well as possible
may be God know me..
oh no!!! not may be,is definitely..
God definitely know me,HE knows what im thinking of
therefore,HE do everything best to me..

these days
i also got some problem
i don't know what is the answer
i want to get the answer
really want!
i not really sure whether i get the correct answer already
but
i can feel that
that answer is not really i want to get to
i cried..my tears came out last night
don't have any reason
it is my first time(cry) after i came here
the answer ....
may be i don't want accept now.
but
i think if it is really God's words to me
i will accept it a day

hope this period time can past as fast as possible
really tired....

Psalm 74:9
we are given no miraculous signs;
no prophets are left,
and none of us knows how long this will be.