伟大的父母

我
总觉得
老爸老妈送我出国读书
真的是正确的选择

如果
我还在sibu,而没有出国读书
我想...
我是不会感受到家的温暖
家里伟大的力量
更不会知道爸爸妈妈的辛苦和伟大!

今天,
出于好奇
所以,
就问了XX,
为什么他从来没提起过他的爸爸...
(过了很久很久)....
他才说...因为他爸爸在他很小的时候就不在了........
我那时,才清醒~
原来他是来自单亲的家庭...
我只回了一句...
"你的妈妈真伟大!"

接着,
我想起了自己...
觉得自己真的好幸运,好幸福
拥有着一个健康的家庭
而且还是在主的庇佑之下
我真的好幸福...
应该知足了=)

爸,妈!!!
我爱你们!!!!!!!(:

i miss you!T.T

just now
i went to Julia's(one of my housemate) room.
at first, we talked about the religion view
but, don't how we changed our topic to a
Singaporean movie ( 钱不够用)!
when we talked about this movie,
both of us kept saying that we were crying...
and...
this movie made me miss you.....
"ah po" how are you now?
are you getting better now?
do you still remember who am i?
you know what after my brother told me about your current situation..
i really don't dare to face you anymore..
not because of i did something, but because of i don't want cry in front of you and don't want see the screen of you couldn't remember me and cried.............
how i wish i could give all the help to you!
i want God to return back your health to you~
Dear Heavenly Father, do you hear this?
can You take away her Alzheimer's disease?plsT.T
I'm crying out to You, Lord!
You just show the miracle to me, Lord!
Amen.

best friend?

last night, one of my housemate came back from somewhere
she looked very emo...no one know why she like this
until she told us....
when she was telling the story, suddenly she cried...cried...
she felt hurt...
bcoz that girl was very close to her before
and yet whatever she do, she is always scolded by the girl..
or what she get is only the negative response..
her confidence is gone....
i can understand her feeling...
i experienced it as well..
someone told me...
better dun get too close to someone..
bcoz in the end you'll get hurt if that person suddenly changes her or his character...
yup.. might be it's quite true..
seriously, i dunno what did i do wrongly.......
why i need to suffering from it~
i'm tired now..
need more rest..
so..
i just let it keep going on..
i tried my best to pull back the relationship to good timing which we were having before..
but.......
it doesn't work!
alright.....
i dunno how to do and what to do...
whatever...............

Plans

now already 1 plus..
haha, but i'm still awake >.<
my school starts soon, really sad to hear that...
i want holidays! I LOVE HOLIDAYS! even though it is boring...hehe

this morning, i went to Curtin Service..
really cool:)
i received a lot of message from God!
excited with now also...
ya! I know God has His BIG plan for all of us..
the thing we need to do is to trust in Him..
He has the details with Him, but He will never show us the details..
we need go through it by our own-selves..
and
when you are getting better, you will only look at what you have, but not what you have lost...
these really touch me a lot..
coz these are what normally we did in our life..
COOL!!!;)

hope everything here will be fine=)
keep going.. every good thing(:
and get away ... bad thing!!

No title..

Now, i'm sleepy ...
but don't dare to sleep now=(
scare over sleep;(
so sad! today is friday.
it means that next tuesday coming soon>.*a bit crap*

hmm...
don't know why i'm moody now..
even though i know God will give me the Best plan
grrr!!! why i'm still like this V.V
might be i need to change my style...but how???
i don't like the person who promise me anything before he/she confirm can do it....
i don't like the feeling...
or i'm too care about what you are talking to me......
haih...
i hope it won't happen again..
or can say is.. i better don't expect too high first....
>.
better go to take a nap first
if not, the bad emotion never leave me away>.sleep!!sleep!!

my July holidays

today already 15th of July..
hmmhmm.. the time really like a rocket!>.<
i need start going to school soon..
need wake up at 8 every day soon..
and get a lot of work and tests soon>.<

but i was having my awesome holidays with awesome people here=)
woohoo!! really cool~~=)
today my house-mate is coming back..
so i need to pack up and going home also=)
and it's the time to start doing my report also..(sad!)

haha! anyways, i was really enjoy my July holidays here=)

sigh

today - 15th MAY 2010
it means that i have been here for 5++ months
i miss my dad, my mum, my younger sister,and my youngest brother
don't know why..
today i really miss them
no reason, just really miss them
today, i am very moody
no reason again..
hehe..
may be because of last night
i dreamed something..
that one really made me down and down
the dream
i have no idea
whether it will become the true or not..
i hope it won't .. ..

><
study time...
see you.

passion easter camp

this is my first time..
join the passion Easter camp
it is AWESOME!
in the beginning,
i was confusing
i don't know whether want go or not
i scare i can't talk to each others in English as well as possible
may be God know me..
oh no!!! not may be,is definitely..
God definitely know me,HE knows what im thinking of
therefore,HE do everything best to me..

these days
i also got some problem
i don't know what is the answer
i want to get the answer
really want!
i not really sure whether i get the correct answer already
but
i can feel that
that answer is not really i want to get to
i cried..my tears came out last night
don't have any reason
it is my first time(cry) after i came here
the answer ....
may be i don't want accept now.
but
i think if it is really God's words to me
i will accept it a day

hope this period time can past as fast as possible
really tired....

Psalm 74:9
we are given no miraculous signs;
no prophets are left,
and none of us knows how long this will be.

faith

hello
today, one of my friends received the letter
which is notice her bout her uni in future.
err..
she told me, she is not satisfy with the result.
it is because, she is not really interested in that course
except it, everything is nice to her.
i also dunno why, may be this is god's tip for her
may be..
erm.ya!
sometimes, we wanna get somethings as we hope as possible
but, most the time..
we disappointed on the results
then we start blame GOd, blame every single things...

i also have a friend..
he got a good result in SPM,but he still not satisfied on it.
he started blame everything, include GOD..
i can still remember what he said.
he said, "why god don't want give one more A in my result?! will he die if he give me one more A?!"
oh no!! when i heard it,i keep silent..
i don't want explain to him anymore..
really don't want...(may be im lazy explain to him bah)

i trust Him, i know he will give me the best one..
he never forget me..
i know...
i had the experience before..
may be now, you will find it is not good to you or not suitable for you
but in the end, you will find it is the BEST present in your life ..!!