i miss you!T.T

just now
i went to Julia's(one of my housemate) room.
at first, we talked about the religion view
but, don't how we changed our topic to a
Singaporean movie ( 钱不够用)!
when we talked about this movie,
both of us kept saying that we were crying...
and...
this movie made me miss you.....
"ah po" how are you now?
are you getting better now?
do you still remember who am i?
you know what after my brother told me about your current situation..
i really don't dare to face you anymore..
not because of i did something, but because of i don't want cry in front of you and don't want see the screen of you couldn't remember me and cried.............
how i wish i could give all the help to you!
i want God to return back your health to you~
Dear Heavenly Father, do you hear this?
can You take away her Alzheimer's disease?plsT.T
I'm crying out to You, Lord!
You just show the miracle to me, Lord!
Amen.